Saturday, May 22, 2010
[taken from sir khalifa's page]
[haha! prettty disgusting. but very hillarious :P ]
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okay.
i have not blogged since the 25th of February
and many many many many things have happened since then like mindy's surprise birthday party, my birthday, chess mssj, some loads of problems, new friends and things like eating my first cheese roti canai. haha :)
anyway. just now when i was eating my very first cheese roti canai, i was just thinking to myself about my very dead blog that i have not been updating. hahaha so here i am :D updating my blog.
and it kinda made me wonder
"why did i have a blog in the first place?"
haha. was it because, many people had it? and it was like a thing to say "hello i am cool. i have a blog"
lol. FRANKLY SPEAKING, that was what i thought when i was 10. hahahahahah thats why i had my first blog when i was 10 lolol .
okay back to my point, or isit because i just wanted to update my very dead blog to show im still active in well my social life?
or isit because yada yada
hahaha no matter what the reason might be, thisss time im blogging because i wanna express my thoughts.
in a public manner. :)
to some, again, is a satisfaction, if compared to writing in your diary that no one reads.
and maybe, to me, too.
but i don't know. so.. yeah..
haha anyway, so manyyyy things have happened these days. and out of the so many bad things that have happened, something has been bugging me. until now. which is the trust issue, which i believe, all of us, young or old, mature or immature, have definitely gone through it before.
like, which friend can i trust, or not trust. or maybe in our work life, or whatever.
because when problems come, will they desert us or will they support us? haha. a true friend does not need to always be at your side extend help until she ignores her own needs.
just knowing someone there is always a happy thing :D
hahhaaha im sounding so matter-of-fact ly.
and i was also just thinking to myself, it is not that someone is more lucky than us that they have certain things we dont have that makes them so much happier, successful or whatever. its just how that person is able to fully use it to his/her own potential, more than we are able to. Thinking of what people have does not make us change the fact that we have not yet made full use of what we have. so that kinda made me realise to stop dreaming. i may have something different that another person, and i'll try my best to use my own ability to make the best of it.
after allll like my sister has always said, all of us have our own concepts of what makes life truly beautiful and happy! :D
and btw, I HAVE A JUSTIN BIEBER ALBUM lolol
haha!!! not that im a suupppeprrrrrr big fan of his.
but seriously his songs are not bad :D :D :D :D
mwahahhaha not like you guys who like to critisize him can sing any better :P
and ohyeah MSSJ WAS AWESOME :D
heeheeeee! i might not have wonnnn. but it was a really good experience!!!!!
soooooo
RACHEL FERNANDEZ AND RENITHA NARAYANAN AND LAI HUI LING, GO AND KICK THEIR ASSSSS AND SHOW THEM WHAT YOURE MADE OF :DDDDDD
haha! im pretty sure you all will get a place anyway heheh :)
church camp is nearing.
and im pretty sure im going!
heehee cant wait :D
am super missing youth! the worship and all. :) :) :) :) :)
Sigining Off at...
6:46 AM
[taken from sir khalifa's page]