Sunday, August 14, 2011
Once again i come with a heavy heart and an occupied mind.
But yet, no creativity for a blog post. haha.
hello! this weekend was quite eventful, what with interact leadership programme, my grandparents' birthday and also lunch with my mindy and her good friends! :)
I dont know if i blogged about this before long long time ago, but i shall talk about it today cause i feel like it. - Happiness.
With different priorities, most people i know rate happiness differently. Whether or not it is doing well in studies, yet not having the most amazing social life, or vice versa as long as they enjoy the moment with the people they love. Some feel happy just worshipping the Lord and meditate on His word, some feel happy going clubbing every night shishaing smoking and drinking. And yet too there are people who feel happy thinking theyre the greatest people around. God made people round and square and triangle all over anyway right. Each mind to his own.
For me, Im happy when i talk with people, do weird things, do considerably well in exams, enter competitions. but most importantly, I like it when i meet someone similar to me - especially when im close to the person and that we can talk about everything under the sun. haha but life's like this right, even if the number may be a one or a two, like in my case, a one or a two, haha youre still happy! i like it when i go to church and sing my lungs out without worrying if im hurting anyone's ears. and i like many other things too.
Something i dont know if its good to worry about
-I normally think about people's happiness before mine, even if its affecting my own-
haha, something that ill probably find the answer to one day in the future.
Goodnight! :)
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5:03 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2011
One thing i used to hate and probably still do, about blogs - commitment. Especially now when we're in the year 2011, with the big leap into form4, i can hardly find the time to write in my blog. haha commitment and well, creativity :p
i decide to write today cz i just happen to have a lottt of things in my mind. The thing is, haha i have like the weirdest imagination. kinda.
Qisssy once told me this
"Next time, if i were to be a scientist or some sort, i would
like to investigate you and your brain and see whats inside there."
I dont really know how to judge myself, cause welllll ive only been living my own life, so the way i see how humans think is the way i see how i think sooo, i think how i think is normal! hhahaha, but well it seems weird to people how i think so yeah.
This year is a year full of events, competitions, meeting new people, making new friends, making new closing friends. A year of discovery and learning. Not learning in the academic sense, but learning about life. To be honest, ive always been well, sort of living in my shell. Oblivious to my surroundings. Ive talked to people, communicated with people ive never thought i would be communicating with, learning how different people generate thoughts and their different perspectives.
I wonder how many of you all or how many of us struggle with our own thoughts and our own heart? or our own imperfections? I dont know about you all (if theres anybody whos actually reading this :p) but i think we're all perfectionists! i for one, hate not being able to do what i expect myself to do. in some sense. But welllll, we'll always not be satisfied with at least one point about ourselves right. haha what to do that we're bornnn this waaay~
okay i dont plan to bore you all today. hehe i just wanted to make this blog going at least once this year. hehhhhh HEAR ME SOOOON. MUAHAHA buhbye! :D GOD BLESSSS!
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8:03 AM
